i’m going to super glue my fingers together to see how much strength it takes to pull them back apart.
i’m going to scream into the void to see if anyone will scream back at me, or just realise it was me screaming at myself from the start.
oof. angst. that’s why you should use glue. stick those pieces of a mind back together, ssshhhtk! and then hold them in place for hours. when you let go, they can hold themselves together, but just barely. hold them carefully.
(or drop them!)
nobody is listening. what does it mean to listen? asking questions, right? if you want someone to listen but they aren’t allowed to ask questions, do you even want them to listen? or is it only that you want someone to understand.
i don’t think that’s it, but you can’t think of something better at this point, can you?
shhhh they’re not supposed to know.